At first, the scissors seemed perfectly harmless. They lay on the kitchen table in the blue light.
Then I began to notice them all over the house,
at night in the pantry, or filling up bowls in the cellar
where there should have been apples. They appeared under
rugs,
lumpy places where one would usually settle before the fire,
or suddenly shining in the sink at the bottom of soupy water. Once, I found a pair in the garden, stuck in turned dirt
among the new bulbs, and one night, under my pillow, I felt something like a cool long tooth and pulled them out
to lie next to me in the dark. Soon after that I began to collect them, filling boxes, old shopping bags,
every suitcase I owned. I became slightly uncomfortable when company came. Very possibly someone might notice them
when looking for forks or replacing dried dishes. I longed to throw them out, but how could I get rid of something
that felt oddly like grace? It occurred to me finally that I was meant to use them, and I resisted a growing compulsion
to cut my hair, although, in moments of great distraction, I thought it was my eyes they wanted, or my soft belly.